“Government small enough to fit in your uterus.”
A grievous infestation of Gypsy moths has overtaken the woodland trail behind my office. What was once lush and green and populated by walnut trees and raspberry bushes has been transformed by these ravenous larvae into a nightmarish cobweb jungle. The squishy mangled bodies underfoot and the threat of rash-inducing fuzzies falling from overhead is too much for me. I no longer walk through these woods without holding my breath, skipping past fallen branches opaque with silk. Looking up conjures up images of halloween: ghastly naked trees swaying in the wind, defoliated, slowly dying.
I speculate that the unusually cool summer has extended the breeding period of these Lymantria dispar dispar (same root as despair?), causing their continued infestation well into August. I would climb and clean their vestiges from each of these trees myself, if not for the intense aversion and gag reflex caused by the density of these squirming critters. Through my investigation, I discovered a pesticide, Gypchek, which is actually based on a naturally occurring pathogen targeting and infecting only Gypsy moths. The pesticide is made from the ground up bodies of larvae raised and infected in a laboratory setting; the pathogen sets off a self-perpetuating cycle of death, the odor of which permeates the infected area much as the feeling of doom and despair did.
So now, I only have to wait for the local government to recognize this plight and do something about it. This will likely take a few years, at which point there will be no trees left anyway, causing a natural collapse in the regional Gypsy moth population. Yet another lesson in the self-regulating abilities of nature.
(pictures below are kinda hairy, study at your own risk)
Kites in the sky, ocean in the background, you haven’t changed one bit since I dallied on your coastline as a naive, gawky teenager. Something about summer suppresses self-judgment. It is often more fun to leave fears and doubts indoors and let it all hang out among a sympathetic crowd of half-naked strangers.
Stay classy, OC.
In the tiny sliver of time between one killer of a semester and the next, some time for reflection —
…where time for reflection really just means time for reading, and looking, and letting settle all the flurry of activity that has controlled the stage for so long. It feels good to be rewarded for working hard, and it also feels good to take pleasure in the simple things: sunlight, cool grass, good friends, good food, and love.
Just had a mini-stroke when I went to pick up my prescription and learned that it would be $627 for a month’s supply for which I had previously paid $10. I almost wish I used hashtags so I could properly vent my frustration at this cruel injustice…
Legality is fuzzily defined in China. It’s how I imagine things were here in the States in the earlier parts of the twentieth century, when instead of having clear divisive cans and cannots, whether or not something could be done depended on how much money one was willing to spend. I never complained. I took advantage of the system when I was there, working semi-legally, paying taxi drivers to take me places I wasn’t supposed to be, handing off sums for after-hours head CTs. Conveniences.
Most of the time, nothing happens, not even when the police are in vicinity watching with amused eyes. They themselves are likely on the beneficiary end of this long chain of conveniences. Yet, once in a while, probably due to Party pressure, or some local leader acting to show his power, the authorities like to make a demonstration, an example, out of some unlucky fool who had pushed the boundaries too many times to escape a bad draw.
Street food vending is for the large part, unregulated. I mean, who in their right mind complains about the availability of delicious food at all hours of the day, and night, around every neighborhood and street corner? Although I’ve never seen an on-duty officer eating at one of these spots, I’m sure every last one has slurped and sweated away long nights under those same steamy canopies. Since there’s no discussion on whether these stands are beneficial, the question becomes whether they are legal. Probably not, at least not the meals-on-wheels or fully-lined-bed-sheet-ready-to-swing-over-the-shoulders-as-soon-as-the-smell-of-law-enforcement-hits variety. Once in a while though, a quick getaway is impossible, and the entire herd watches as a dozen or so officers (where do they all appear from?) sloppily break down the whole affair. It’s a medium-paced destruction of salvaged construction material, plywood, aluminum siding, maybe a glossy signage or two, and the purveyor(s), usually a sad-looking middle-aged couple with ruddy cheeks and rough hands. They are never confrontational; the risk comes with the territory, and there’s an unspoken knowledge that they will be back to it again in no time.
Bystanders pass by with a lingering gaze or two. This is commonplace. When I was in Beijing last month, I witnessed such an event, yet another familiar sight to add to my brimming case of nostalgia. But it was when I pulled out my phone (blasted smart phones with camera capabilities) to take a picture when I realized that maybe this wasn’t just some ordinary event, deemed perfectly acceptable for the masses to see. The advent of pocket-sized film and photo technology in recent years has led to unpopular and potentially damaging social critique headlines the likes of “Two-year old Girl Ran Over By Van and Ignored By 18 Bystanders,” “Chinese Politician’s Son Dies in Ferrari Sex Orgy Crash,” and so forth. No official wants to become the next Li Gang, or whoever has taken the place of that meme in recent years (I haven’t kept up). Maybe it was reactionary then, as I whipped out my phone and snapped a few fuzzy stills, that the officer in charge who had been standing to the side would notice, trudge up to me, and ask me what I thought I was doing. There was an honest burst of fear as I quickly lowered and dropped my phone back in my pocket. Anxieties followed in waves. Would he take my phone? Would he require that I remove all evidence or smash it if I refused or even hesitated? Would he take my name, ask for my identification only to learn that I was not a Chinese citizen? Would I be black-listed from the country? A bit extreme, that last one, but as he stood there and told me not to forget who I am, who my heart belongs to (China.), I could feel myself getting cold. “Don’t forget,” he said before turning away from me.
Maryland is the richest state in the US. Proximity to DC and the abundance of government agencies lays the groundwork for numerous federal contracts and the contractor companies who take them. Public agency projects spin off grants, patents, and small business ideas, not to mention private research institutions like Hopkins, APL, and Maryland that arguably get a large proportion of their funding through government agencies like the NSF or NIH. The lifeblood here is federal funding.
So I suppose it’s no wonder that people here are feeling the strain. The number of people I’ve heard from lately who’ve been cut, or cut back on hours, sends through me ripples of concern. Is this slow burn really going to be the big deal worst case scenario everyone is making it out to be? It’s a good time to be secure in oneself, that’s for sure. And instead of hunkering down and waiting for the cleaver to drop, maybe it really is more appropriate to joke about unlucky cancer remissions or that one lost opportunity to move to the west fjords some long lost many years ago.